I’m watching petals fall one by one at an accelerating pace.
The metaphor a little too literal as Roe v Wade becomes Red v Any person holding a uterus in their pelvis
I’m receding and regressing to a place where I felt safe. I don’t feel safe.
The wet eyes of every woman who can see themselves in every woman are staring back.
Another petal falls.
I cleaned them all up an hour ago. The handfuls of red.
But they keep falling.
I can’t reach for them fast enough.
I want to shake the stem to see how many will fall
But we already know who will fall
It won’t be the elitist white wives of Supreme Court justices.
I looked down for a minute and back up.
There are more petals in piles now.
I didn’t hear or see them fall
But they did
Tomorrow when I wake up
They might even all be gone
